Mothers Day and Coronavirus: Advice From 5 Mothers – The New York Times

Hi, Poonam. Hi. Nice to meet you. My contractions are about 15 minutes apart. And Im about to get pulled into an O.R. at Cornell to have a C-section. Like any minute now, theyre going to come pull me through that door. And Im gloved-up and masked-up. And my husbands all suited-up. Hes literally in a hazmat suit. Doctor: Dad, do you want to grab those shoes and throw them? Theyre pulling me in. I have to go. Thank you. My name is Poonam Sharma Mathis. My husband is Kris Mathis. We have a 4-year-old, Pierce Mathis. I need some Monday motivation, Pierce. My first birth was pretty uneventful. The baby came out, we made eye contact and then I closed my eyes, and I woke up in the recovery room. Everybody was kissing him and hugging him. And I felt like the community and the village that hes so blessed to be a part of was there. I grew up with a lot of extended family and a lot of love. Wed been wanting a girl in this generation so badly. So when we found out we were having a girl, we were just grateful. I was 37 weeks pregnant when they started to issue stay-at-home orders. OK, so I am officially scared. Im having contractions this morning. I am not a hypochondriac. Im not somebody whos really prone to general mass hysteria. But we are Im breathless. We are dealing with something we dont understand. Kris: Only a couple of days prior to our birth, they had been saying no partners, no spouses. I was probably one of the first spouses that was allowed into the hospital. I was walking, and it was like, do not touch anything. Make sure your mask is on. Put the booties over your shoes. My husband could catch it right now. Right? He could bring it home, and give it to my son whos 4 and a half. And theres a thought about going home with my daughter, and then just immediately quarantining myself and my daughter. Doctor: All right, Mom, are you ready? Do you want to open your eyes for me? No? Her name is Asha: 7 pounds, 11 ounces. They put her skin on my chest. But I had a mask on, so I wasnt breathing on her. Daddy is cuddling with her. Its weird. She opened her eyes right when she was born really wide. And then I havent seen her eyes since. She didnt like what she saw or something. Our expectations were that I probably wasnt going to be there anyway. So just being there for the delivery and seeing the baby, meeting the baby, it was a really exciting thing for me. You realize you have to do a father-daughter dance, and give her away one day? But then immediately after the birth, I had to say goodbye. Say, good night. Sweet dreams. Its 11:30 at night. Im in my room. I just breastfed. [Asha crying] I wore a mask, and I threw up. The only good news is they let her stay in my room because babies are not being kept in the nursery right now. Theyre being kept with the mom. The next step is that we are waiting for news of my coronavirus status. Based on that result, theyll decide how much interaction Ill be having with her, for her own safety. So now we wait. I just want to kiss her. It was really exciting to find out that we tested negative, because that meant I could kiss her head. But its definitely different delivering and recovering in a hospital during coronavirus, and it hit me yesterday. Yesterday was the worst day of physical pain in my life. I genuinely thought I might die. This is one of the most intense surgeries you can have, is a C-section. But if you have any air bubbles that go into your stomach when they cut you open, which is normal, those air bubbles dont come out right away. Then they float around your body, I guess, and they feel like knives stabbing you from the inside until they come out. And they dont want to come out. It is so traumatic being here without somebody to advocate for you when things go wrong, because theres too much going on. They are overwhelmed. Im pushing the call button to get care, and they dont come right away. And last time I gave birth here, four and a half years ago, they did everything right away because they were able to. I was in so much pain for so long, and waiting for my medication for so long, that I was throwing up. I threw up eight times from pain. It feels like I was in a horror movie where they chopped somebody up, but then the person escapes and is running to safety. And thats a ridiculous thing to say. We have the best health care. Were in the best city. But thats how it feels. I just want to get her home as soon as possible. And hopefully then Im able to walk and stand, and do something to help my husband take care of these kids. Thursday at around 1:30, my husband and son came and picked us up. She was so excited to meet you she didnt know what to do. Asha. I havent left the upstairs from Thursday till now. Its Monday morning. Theres so much family thats just waiting, itching to rush in and be with us. And who knows if that will happen before shes 3 months old. One toe is kind of curving. Yeah. Will she wrap her finger around your finger if you put it in there? Poonam: Shes like a little animal, huh? Youre going to be such a good big brother. Poonam: Mm-hmm. Im just grateful that shes healthy. Im grateful that so far, my husband and myself and my son are healthy. I look at her eyes, and I do believe that the eyes show something even from birth. Whenever she does open her eyes, she just looks and shes just laser-focused. And its not a curious focus. Its like like she knows she needs to be calm right now or something. I had a great aunt who always said that if she could come back, shed come back as my daughter. So maybe thats her, I hope. If so, nothings going to keep her down.

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